Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I just don't know

I don’t know when I will be starting chemo. I see the doctor tomorrow.

I don’t know who to trust anymore when it comes to all these freak medical issues. I am tired of this, tired, tired, tired. I don’t know why it seems my body is falling apart piece by piece, right along with my life.

I don’t know what to write, what to blog about. I just don’t know what else to say. But I had to say something.

So this is all I have.

I'm still here.

5 comments:

kiltsnquilts said...

Hang in there Kayleigh, you can do this! (0)

The Writing Instinct said...

It is great to hear from you K.

You are here and that is all that matters. When all else fails you just have to believe that all will be ok. It just has to be. Just because.

Thinking of you.
xo

Shallow Coffee said...

Love you so much! Prayers sent.

pksarna said...

I've been thinking about you and sending you lots of good love. Its hard times for sure, but just get some rest and figure out some path that seems reasonable and move forward. Lots of love Kayleigh. Lots of love to you, dear one.

Daria said...

It`s such a difficult journey ... sending you strength and courage.